TGIF

So the weekend is upon us again!!! I find myself by myself watching netflix, eating leftovers, and drinking coffee. I guess you can say my "need" of wanting to go out for drinks is so far gone. Maybe I have outgrown it or just never liked it but I can honestly say that I much rather stay in than drink the night away. I think I've come to appreciate the fact that my bed is the only thing that never lets me down. I have no problem with that. After starting this new job too, the only I want to do other than workout is sleep. I've never seen this side of the business before. In matter of fact, I've never seen so many people "hungry" for success. It's just a bunch of motivated people that want to make themselves and the business better, and that is definitely something I want to surround myself with. I don't think I've ever been so motivated to want to be better. I guess time will tell if it works. Work Hard, Play Hard

Practice?

Nah, we aint talking about a game. Not a game. We talking about practice. Not a game. We talking about practice. You would think an aspiring coach would love to go to practice and teach kids, but for me that's not the case... well at least not. I'm stuck in that weird phase where I want to be mature about everything, work all the time to put myself in a good place financially and career wise, and drink margaritas till I pass out and wonder where my life went all wrong. Don't get me wrong, when I'm out there practicing I get so into it I don't even realize it. But I don't know if my testosterone is declining or what but my will to do anything productive is near extinction.I think its the curse of the mid twenties where you are too old to do kid stuff, but young enough to still be dumb. I think ive come to the conclusion that I dont wanna grow up, for the shear fact that ive seen both sides and being young and dumb is way better than paying bills and stressing all the time. Eh. I guess you gotta grow up some day. But for now I'm gonna try and enjoy the best of both worlds, as well as coaching these damn kids who have the attention span of a small animal. I can't even get them to look at me in the eye while I'm talking to them with out wondering off. I guess that's part of life as a kid, I guess im just glad that ..... SQUIRREL!!! (UP movie quote).

 
                                                                                                                                                 -CHICO

2015

Welp. Here I am again. 23, graduated college, here at work on my lunch break listening to music and writing on here. Only makes sense that the one day I don't bring my laptop, I have plenty of time to write my whole life out with this beautiful weather out here. Anyways enough complaining. So much has changed since the last time I wrote on here. I won't go into too much detail, but people have gone in and out of my life. Sucks, but it's just life. I know I'm not the only one that this has happened too. Girls... Well not really. Had a short relationship that didn't go the way I wanted it too. Definitely my fault for many reasons. It had been a while some I was in a relationship so I just wanna think I was rusty. Although it fell through it taught me a lot and also showed me I have lots of growing up to do which I feel like I have done since then in a short amount of time. Eh. Oh well. It is what it is. I'll have plenty more chances not to screw up lol work is surprising good. Kinda boring at times but I enjoy the people I see so I guess it makes it worth while. On the side I'm starting to coach soccer. Definitely a challenge being on the other side of the line but I really enjoy it. I knew towards the end of my "career" I didn't have that passion when I first started even though I was in tip top form. I really believe I was one of the best goalkeepers in my region at the time. But something about coaching, especially now, gets my feeling some sort of excitement and really gets me going. I feel like this is one of the Sparks I needed. Anyways, just needed to write on here to get started. I'm not gonna say I'm gonna write in here everyday but I'll try and make it a weekly thing and once I get this going I'll be able to get my podcast and hopefully radio show. But till then ✌🏼️

-Chico